disappointment

disappointment. it really is disappointing. i just lost a deal this morning. it was like..almost 70% success already, in the end, lost it by pricing.

it would really help in my numbers, if i got it this time, so far have not made any major deals yet, so..i was really looking forward to this one.

......disappointed.

monday brues..

am feeling kinda..how should i put it..troubled? stress? some issues had been going on my mind for a while...and i keep asking myself, "how did i reach this stage? what did i do?" i keep reflecting on my past 1 month doings..and they seem pretty norm to me..so i really don't understand how come i reached 'this' stage...

its nothing that serious, except sometimes im a little bit of a brooder..plus i have a slight diarhoea this morning...which makes my day even more....brue....

i think i'll just go to bed early tonite..."ming tian hui geng hao!"

a message to keat

hi keat, know why i decided to send a message to u via blog? its becos i think (and hope) that the only person reading my blogs is u. im not too sure if you still have the feed or notification from my blog, or..did u ever have it in the first place??

i still do read ur posts on and off, though normally i will just delete the rss notifications from my email, then when im free, i will go to your page and browse thru wat u had posted..

by the way, thanks again for the firefox thingy, oh yah, my laptop harddisk just crashed yesterday. i wanted to remove the OS, and reinstall a new one, then somehow or rather things went wrong, and ended up with a damaged harddisk. u noe of any shops that do replacing harddisk at a reasonable price?

not a good day...yet

i was having coffee with my boss this morning, when he broke the news to me.. even before i have the opportunity to ask him, he has told me the bad news...this is what he said,

"next week is your confirmation, I wont increase your pay."

I look at him, eyes widen... and asked "WON'T?"

he looked back and firmly say "WON'T"

i contemplate to pour my coffee on his face, or to stick the chopsticks thru his nostrils, but i did neither.

actually i was planning to ask him for increment upon confirmation (next week)...i was still fretting over how to put it across...now my hopes are dashed...

he went on to say..he will work something out for my year end bonus..ok then..lets see at the end of the year...whats the reward he's going to give me....

its really a bad day....