monday brues..

am feeling kinda..how should i put it..troubled? stress? some issues had been going on my mind for a while...and i keep asking myself, "how did i reach this stage? what did i do?" i keep reflecting on my past 1 month doings..and they seem pretty norm to me..so i really don't understand how come i reached 'this' stage...

its nothing that serious, except sometimes im a little bit of a brooder..plus i have a slight diarhoea this morning...which makes my day even more....brue....

i think i'll just go to bed early tonite..."ming tian hui geng hao!"